"It's my own fault": Accounts and consequences of falling when living with rheumatoid arthritis.

Introduction: Rheumatoid arthritis (RA) leads to biomechanical joint changes, which increases the risk of falling. The consequence of falling may be physical injury. However, the psychological consequences, including the fear of falling, can be equally important.

Methods: Participants were recruited from a larger prospective study which explored the incidence of falls in people with RA. Purposive sampling considered age, sex, time since diagnosis and fall history. The recruitment site was a regional hospital. Data were collected from semi-structured qualitative interviews and, after each fall, brief telephone interviews. Thematic analysis methods were used to investigate the psychological and social impact of falling in people with RA.

Results: Twelve participants were interviewed (aged 64-85, mean 74 years; six had fallen between one and 23 times, and six had no reported falls in last 12 months). Data were supplemented with telephone notes from 287 post-fall telephone calls. Three themes were developed: (i) the falls imaginary illustrates that the fear of falling is not dependent on experience; (ii) agentic risk management reports on the ways people self-manage and display resilience when at risk of falling; (iii) the absence of the health professional explores the ways in which people reported being unsupported by healthcare services.

Conclusion: Fear of falling when living with RA is tangible in those who have and have not fallen. This fear may limit opportunities for full participation in life. However, some people display personal resourcefulness, continuing to live purposeful lives. Understanding personal responses to falling will support the development of community interventions specific to this high-risk group.